Anxiety, Stress, Uncertainty. Thoughts swimming around my head like a whirlpool of destruction. I feel like i'm on a roller coaster of emotions. Anxiety and frustrations piling up, lingering; like a thin rope threatening to snap. It's merely mugging and studying for weeks, but why am i so weak? The future's blurred, uncertain i know, i feel my motivation draining and diminishing. It's not appropriate for me to feel this way now because i ought to be pressing on and striving towards my goal. But i'm stuck, the fine line between wanting more time and wanting this to be all over. I barely have time left and failing is not an option for me. Nerves.
To all those facing the wrath of my emotions (my whines and complaints) i apologize, esp my bf......... Tantrums and random fits of anger that i can't seem to control. You still try to lift my moods i can tell, i love your reassuring hugs. Thank you for loving me nonetheless.
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Took a break from the books today and spent some quality time with my family. I had a great day ♡
The things you said you'll do but you didn't. She remembers when you forget.
(I gotta get a hold of my insecurities which are coupled with the stress i'm facing... I feel oddly troubled. By what? I'm not sure though. I'm weird like that)
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