Sudden feels to update this space
Maybe it's cos i'm currently bored in hall and i have a new laptop which i'm trying to fully ultilize hehe
(yeah bought a new laptop cos i thought my pro died on me but it revived halfway and i was just coming up with new and "valid" excuses to get a new lighter laptop that i can easily carry around now that i'm in uni)
Yeah uni.
What a short but big word. Surreal that i finally made it here to this part of my life.
When in the past, this was all a dream and an aspiration and of course, fear.
But the past month has whizzed past so quickly i can barely grasp my hands around this.
Ever since uni camps started i felt my life beginning to change and i knew this was gonna be a new chapter once again and it's going to be a vast and whole new world out there.
Yknow, uni being completely different from all the theoretical and academic studying i've done my whole life. Plus eventually making the final decision to choose this course really made me feel like i have a lot to look forward to for the next few years.
And i was right. So much has happened in such a short span. Experienced so much and felt so much already. Most days i wake up happy. Simple, pure bliss. Maybe it's cos of the people i've met and the people i'm with, or maybe it's just the knowledge that i'm in a good place. Good vibes. Other days i dread leaving his bed, leaving for class, getting up, doing assignments and being thrown into a competitive sphere.
It's a whole ball of emotions; but i'm ready for this ride.
"May your choices reflect your hopes, not your fears"