After a while you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul,

And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning
And company doesn’t mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts
And presents aren’t promises,

And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes open
With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,

And you learn to build all your roads on today
Because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans
And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn…
That even sunshine burns if you get too much.

So you plant your garden and decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.” 

You learn 

Prom

It brings me much joy to finally be able to blog again :') Penning down my thoughts and sharing a tad bit about my life during my free time, the time has finally come. Words really can't explain the happiness i felt the moment As ended srsly u will only be able to understand this if u've been through the antagonizing period.

We checked into MBS about 2 days after As ended. Prior to this i took 2 days to prep for prom hahaahaa and that includes eyelash extensions manicure etc. This was all we talked about while mugging for As, the excitement level was high and we were looking forward to it so much! Even blogging about it now makes me happy cos it reminds me how much of a motivation this was for me while struggling to study consistently everyday. Such pure torture i never wanna relive again.

I didn't take much pics of our hotel but this is pretty much it!

I appreciate nice toilets. Didn't take a pic of the right side of the toilet but this is enough

ugh i love the view so much, such beauty 

The next few pics will basically be just some bigger pics and pics i didn't get to post on insta and pics that i liked more :)))) the lighting was really bad everywhere and pics where taken with phones cos my clutch was too small for my camera so…. These will have to do!

Clearer view of how my dress looks like! Haha it's bareback with a dainty ribbon tied across my back -- i'm not gonna post pic of my naked back, its weird. I think its safe to say I'm obsessed with my dress and very happy with the turn out! My hair was supposed to be way curlier but it ended up looking like this by the time prom started…. Oh and it was at Marriott.

While we were still in the ballroom. Food wasn't exactly shitty but it wasn't good, it was a buffet and def wasn't worth the amount we paid for prom. I only liked the mozzarella and the mini desserts.

Testing out the lighting over here ^ but as usual its shitty and it sucked no matter which corner of the place we went to

Came to see me for a while before i headed back to our hotel to get changed up for post prom (next post)

I wish wish wish i had more time in my dress and i wished i had taken more satisfactory photos of myself in it cos i doubt i'll ever wear it again :(

Everyone looked so good during prom it was such a pleasing sight it made me very happy hehehehe post prom and etc other stuff will be in the next post!